The Orphan Heart

[lisa slavin]

Have you ever wondered why it is that people want to help you until you start trusting them ? It never ceases to amaze me, it is like they don't know what to do if you really trust them to help guide you to understanding what God want's you to know.Trust is comprimised when someone confides in you and you in them .It is hard to understand,you would never betray them but they "decide" that (out of fear) that maby they shouldn't have said something so they want to discredit you(just in case).And to make matter's worse they feed off of eachother and it becomes a wildfire before long and then you just have that churning in the spirit that all is not well.It hurt's,and unfourtunatly it leaves you with a lot of confusion and no one to turn to.I think that it is one of the most selfish thing's a person can do.It dosent just happen in the world - sadly more "christian's" become goliath's in your life than ever existed in the world. People no matter what side of the fence they are on will still judge you by their character and never see you.When someone tell's you something and they tell you to swear not to repeat it, or that they are only telling you something so you understand what they are going thrue- just know that useually God is dealing with them and their conviction is from the Holy Spirit .